He hasn't yet taken the German language phone test. He's not very confident in passing. At least the first time.
I miss being happy. And smiling. And laughing. And feeling like me.
I miss that happier me. I miss feeling secure.
Is it displaced by all this uncertainty? Sadness is in my head.
Trying to be positive.
Gotta smile today for a family portrait to give to my in-laws for their 50th wedding anniversary.